No idea why our school had a BBQ "party" in the evening..it involved teachers and students..band practice ended around 6.15pm..im tired. Went to gym for our practice..and recorded 'Singapore Rhapsody'..basically it sounded terrible. Anyway..received our report slip today..haha..quite erm..satisfied i should say? I did very well in 3 subjects and did very badly for 3 subjects..haha..best 3 subjects are English, Combined Humanities and DnT. My worst subject: Science. Lolz..gonna brush up my science le..hmm...actually nth much to say today...yea..and..I felt quite pissed off after school today..ok..i was really pissed off...no...I was so freakin' pissed..! Don't talk about it anyone..just feel that sometimes I don't exist anymore...I don't blame dem..cos..I've never accepted dem..so i don't blame dem for not accepting me perhaps..I never know. Cos there's something really really wrong with me which I don't know..! When I shut my mouth it doesn't mean that it is ok with me..! And when I shut my mouth it means that I really don't want to talk about it anymore..which means that I can't take it anymore..and I need some time by myself to dissolve that anger in me..!!!! Fret not...I won't waste my tears..just that..I hope one day..I will leave..and NEVER look back..cos it brings me sad memories which will follow me for the rest of my life. So to not bring me bad memories for the sake of my future..please do wadever that appeases u...I couldn't care less.